love is like oxygen.

you get too much, you get too high not enough & you're gonna die.

I see all my friends who are actually in relationships, some of them are like really happy while some felt the same like I did. one of the worst feelings that anyone will ever feel, in my opinion, is probably loving someone whole heartedly & not having the person you love ,  love you back. or basically, you just plain are not appreciated. yeahh , tht feeling sucks but we all get through with it.


I listened to my bestfriend & decided to talk about my displeasure but all tht led me was basically to a not very good end. I got hurt, heartbroken, internally I felt like I was dead, etc. but that just made me realise that if someone who apparently loves you can just let go of you because they didnt want to try, tht person isn't really bothered &here's a cool fact, you deserve so much more. if that person loves you, he'll try his best, he'll give everything that he's got to make everything work. why stay quiet in a relationship which is hurting you instead of speaking out on how you really feel to find out whether your love is mutual? it's difficult letting go but it's all part of life you know. if it's meant to be, somehow both of you will end up together, it'll be.



I just had to get that off my chest cos so many of friends are in unhappy relationships & I really just want to tell them to make all of it worthwhile. no regrets <: but it really sucks how I don't really follow my own advice like at all -.-

btw, I like a guy named Tupai , he's from my primary school. I like him, uhm a lot? (x

Note : I'm not good in english , if tersalah grammar tu faham-faham lah . Muahaha :> Have fun